Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Life Part III

Post ini akan menjadi post yang agak boring
Ini tentang hidup secara am dan apa saya fikir tentangnya
Terpulang nak baca atau tidak ayat2 seterusnya
Dan saya akan menulis dalam Bahasa Inggeris 
Bukan sebab mengada atau sebagainya tapi sebab kadang2 otak saya lagi senang nak sampaikan apa yang ingin saya sampaikan dalam Bahasa Inggeris (terutamanya kalau otak tengah haywire)

During my secondary school years, I never thought a lot what my life would be
I always thought somehow I'll get a job, get married, have kids, and so on
At that time, I don't really want to think about all of that because I'm the type that tends to overthink things so it always end up with me scared of what the future hold for me
Honestly, even now I sort of have a phobia of the future
But now, since I'm more or less officially an adult, I have no choice but to think about what I want to do with my life

I have lots of questions about my life these past few months.
Do I want to do the job I'm doing right now for the rest of my life?
Is this what I really wanted for myself?
Is this all life have to offer me?
Am I brave enough to drop everything I have and try to fulfill my dream(s)?
Do I really want to get married?
Who am I in this world?
And many, many more these type of questions kept coming to my mind

Some has been answered
Some are not

I don't know why I kept thinking about all of these
Maybe because now I'm a bit out of my comfort zone since I started working about 5 months ago
Or maybe because the reality of life has just slapped me on my face
Or maybe the simple fact that I like to torture myself thinking about it
All I know is, all of that are a valid questions and worth finding the answers
Even if the answer nearly make you cry yourself to sleep.


anonymous said...

remember to Allah n everything's going to b fine either in hard times or easy times..n Allah will lead ur way in life..seek Allah's love n ur true love will follow

yesterday was a past..tomorrow is a future..today is present (gift)..live for dat day n never live for future dat is unsure

cow bebe said...

Allah akan mengutuskn malaikat Jibril ke atas umat Nya supaya memberikan segala ujian dan kesusahan di kala Allah rindukan umatNya supaya Allah mendpt dgr rintihan dan rayuan umatNya di kala kesusahan untuk mengubat rinduNya

Allah juga akan memberikan ujian kpd umatNya yg benar2 layak utk menerima ujian Nya..

syukurlah kpd Allah jika d timpa ujian kerana itu tanda Allah sayang dan rindu kn umat Nya

peace..heheh >.<