Crazy but sane

A crazy person never admit he's crazy

A sane person never have problem admitting he's crazy 

But what about sane person that question his own sanity?

What do we call them?

Half crazy / half sane?

He's sane enough to admit he's a bit crazy

But he's also crazy enough to deny that he's crazy

My words doesn't make sense?

Well, *shrugs*

Just what defines sanity?

A person that have logic and reasons?

What if he does have logic and reasons,

but his logic and reasons are distorted?

And what about logic itself?

What does it mean?

Some things are unexplainable

It just have to be accepted as it is

headscarf, shawl and fashion

They were talking about headscarf, shawl and fashion.


Daughter #3: Ni memang fashion sekarang la

The Mother: Fashion apa la tu...berjurai2...blah blah blah etc (yeah, dat's why I never stray from jeans and shirt *lame excuse*)


Daughter #1: Ala, biasa la tu...fashion

The Mother: Siapa la yang start fashion2 gini....

Daughter #1/Daughter #3/ The Son: *voices* (they were talking at the same time)


The Mother: *still complaining about the headscarf fashion*

Daughter #1: Ni fashion si Yuna tu la. Kan dia yang pakai gitu

The Mother: Hah, fashion siapa?

Daughter #1 & The Son: Yuna

The Mother: Haahhh? Tuna?!?!

Daughter #1: Yuna la. Yang menyanyi tu

The Mother: Oh.* Continue complaining*

Oh mom....
Still love her though


p/s: no offense to Yuna though...this is just my mom being my mom :)

Random blabber

When you are used to be treated in a certain way,

the moment someone comes and treat you differently, in a good way,

You won't know how to react

and You're bound to feel something, a lot of somethings

Was it awkwardness?

Or was it the feeling of being flattered?

Some clueless-ness?

Or perhaps, a bit of gratefulness?

Or, or, maybe it's the feeling of being appreciated

All I know is, it felt good

Too bad I seldom felt it

/shrugs

Hati, tenanglah kamu...

I suffer in silence. I don't cry in front of people. I can smile despite how shitty things are. I will always put you before me. I leave my phone on at night just in case someone needs me. It's because I love everyone else more than I could ever love myself. What can I say, I'm just a f*** up with a good heart.

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drapetomania (noun) - An overwhelming urge to run away

the awkward moment when you realize your friends don't care about you as much as you care about them unknown in tumblr

when we were kids, we pretend to cry when sleepy to attract mom's attention. 

Now, we pretend to be sleeping when we're crying quietly to avoid question 

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Sometimes, you just can't tell anybody

how you really feel

not because you don't know why

not because you don't know your purpose

not because you don't trust them

but because you can't find the right words to make them understand

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It's not that I don't believe in love,

It's just I never believe it will happen to me

Dot3

Oh, how true how true

PolaraX, Sathrocin ES, Paracetamol & Bena Expectorant

Hari kejadian: 2/2/2011

Seminggu sebelum hari kejadian:

wah, excitednya saya
lagi seminggu saya akan bersuka-ria bersama rakan2
tak sabar nak cuti

3 hari sebelum hari kejadian:

aiseyh, apsal hidung rasa semacam je ni?
badan pun cam rasa tak best jek 
badan penat sangat kot
nasib baik sok dah start cuti

2 hari sebelum hari kejadian:

badan terasa sangat2 tak best
hidung pun dah mula congested
tapi gagahkan diri gak, abeskan hampir satu hari berkampung kat kompleks PKNS
atau dengan lebih tepat lagi
berkampung di pejabat imigresen selangor
tapi perasaan makin excited menunggu hari kejadian

1 hari sebelum hari kejadian:

bangun pagi dengan rasa yang teruk
hidung congested
satu badan sakit
pening kepala sebab sinus
kena paksa g klinik

hasil g klinik?

PolaraX, Sathrocin ES, Paracetamol & Bena Expectorant

berdoa akan sihat pada hari kejadian

Hari kejadian:

bangun pagi dengan harapan yang tinggi
tapi hampa
hidung masih congested walaupun badan dah rasa ok sikit
dapat call dari member
pastu call member lagi sorang, terpaksa batal tiket
akhirnya bagi SMS kat 7 orang member
PolaraX, Sathrocin ES, Paracetamol dan Bena Expectorant masih jadi peneman setia
malam pun tiba; perasaan?

frust kali sepuluh kuasa sembilan puluh tiga

Sebagai manusia biasa, reaksi aku memang la kecewa, sedih, frust dan sebagainya
Tapi bila fikir balik, mungkin ada sebab kenapa jadi gitu
Allah tak menjadikan sesuatu tu tanpa sebab
*Sedang cuba mencari keikhlasan dalam menerima hakikat*

PolaraX and Sathrocin ES, here I come my love.