If u noticed, lately I've written my post in a sort of Q&A format. I chose to write that way because I find it is a much easier way to express my feelings and thoughts than writing like the usual way (like this one).
Many may not understand the Q&A but for the time being I will not change my way of writing. I need to sort out a few things before I (think I) can resume to the usual way of writing. So, bear with me for the time being.
P/s: thanks a lot to my friends that supported me. i really2 appreciate it.