That day I had a conversation with a friend. We talked about something that is sensitive. And the things we talked made me think (a lot); and all the thinking really stressed me out. After all the thinking, I realised there is something that scares me and that something is my ownself. Yes, I'm afraid of myself. I cannot tell here the whys (is this correct?) of it. All I can say is I'm afraid I'll lose control of myself. What holding me back right now is my faith.

P/s: to the friend I mentioned above, if u read dis, i hope u'll understand what i'm trying 2 say....